Pictures

Pictures. Surrounding me constantly.
I look into her eyes and I feel an indescribable feeling.
Two smiles. One his One her.
Avoidance seemed possible
Yet they find me. Those very pictures.
Love. I despise you.

As the world around us spins

Limbs entangled in a web. A Web of Lust.
Honey Honey she sang. Rhythm flowing.
A Smooth and Rhythmic movement.
As the world around us spins.

Fingers entwine. Clenched together.
Bodies arch. A perfect fit.
A gentle caress. A tongue. Combined pleasure.
As the world around us spins.

Her Eyes

She stomped away. She had lost her.
Lost in all the confusion. Under the influence
Of man's addictions. The Nights flashed through her eyes.

Harsh words. Anger. Sadness.
Eventually led to Hatred. Hatred towards love.
Who would have thought. Lesson Learned.

Time was Important. Healing will happen.
Yet, impatience took over. Opinions differ.
Beg to differ? Respect each other.

They are different yet the same. That is the beauty.
Don't give up on her. She is worth it. That's a given.
Walking away is hard. Forgiving is hard too.

Stubborn souls. Yet passionate about life.
She looked into her eyes. Hope. A Sparkle.
She is not alone. A Final yet Powerful word.

Sorry.

Journeys

Life is unpredictable
A common thought
A Journey. One Journey.
I disagree. Several Journeys.

Reflections of today
Thoughts of chapters opened and closed
There have been many
Dreams of being someone, a constant change

Money Spent. Not in vain
Lessons learned. Not all accomplished.
Fear of new journeys exists
Yet desires always remain.

Disappointment. Failure.
Negativity. Scared thoughts.
Fear not, life shapes itself
For success even if it comes second.

Take each journey openly
Be fearless. Find courage
In the end
It is your life.

Then you look at me

I gaze through the window
Sadness suddenly engulfs me
Tears start appearing and finally are shed
All I see is you, your eyes, your smile

Sleeping felt like a good idea
Every dream, every thought
Reminded me of you
A fusion of sadness and happiness

Looking back, the many days and weeks
I am strong again all because of you
I am happy, truly happy,
A happiness that was never felt before

I see your tears, your sadness
We embrace, united as one
Then you look at me
Those sad yet happy eyes

Stop crying my dear one,
Right beside you is where I will stay,
Near or Far, Alive or Dead,
Even I feel this Pain

Pain. A good pain.
Then you look at me
I see me through you, I see a light
My guide, My teacher, My friend

Final Advice. Live.
Live the way you showed me.
Live to your fullest. With or without me
Because this friendship will never end.

A love like no other

Love comes in many shapes, forms and sizes. Many believe that the best and most fulfilling is the romantic love, however I feel there is a love greater than a romantic love, a friendship love or parental love. A name for it, that I do not know, but I do know one thing, to have discovered and found it is a very rare thing, and once found, it is phenomenal and indescribable. Both individuals would have finally reached a state of happiness and fulfillment that usually takes a lifetime to achieve even though they are yet to have really accomplished their full potential in life. Their lives could be taken from them in an instant; however those who knew them would be able to say that they really lived life and had brought happiness to not just themselves, but also those they knew. An everlasting bond: “I may be fine, but I don’t want to be just fine, I want to be more than fine. I want to be complete.”

An Unique Love

A love so unique
Their eyes meet
A smile always remains
They twinkle, lust of all sorts

Beauty. For eternity
Passion. Unforgettable
Love. Unstoppable
Trust. Never ending

Unusual? Yes
Complicated? No
Sacred? Yes
Dying? Never

They look at each other
A constant stare
A look of intent
A look of love

Life before them was unimaginable
Now life is easier
It is passionate
It is earth shattering

Drug like passion
Never a soul to have found such a thing
Such caring eyes
May it never end

Nowhere to start
So hard to conclude
An everlasting symphony
Forever and For Always

An Unique Love, History has been made.

The Cane

The many lives she leads
The infinite lies she spreads
The abusive guys she attracts
The loving heart she breaks

Is this what life is?
Was she meant to walk alone on this Earth?
Is there a glimpse of hope?
Why does she cry for the little things?

So much sorrow, so much pain.
Yet she will gain
Not another, not rain
But a cane.

Love

Many people often wonder what love is, or whether they were really in love, or whether love really even exists. I too have been amongst those people, and after the few years experience that I have that involved a long term relationship and short lived ones I honestly believe love exists and to have really loved/love someone it is one of the most painful things in the world. You could love someone with so much passion, may it be man, woman, animal whatever it may be and it could hurt so much, literally and metaphorically. The hurt could be the hurt that one does to the other, or does to themselves, or it could be a hurt that comes with loving that person with so much passion and desire. I know in my life that I have passionately loved 3 people in my life, 3 that tears have been shed for them, my love and devotion to them has been endless and never ending even up to now.

It may seem odd, but my gratitude to them is endless, for allowing me to love them.

Its been awhile..

His touch, her touch.
Hands surround her, stroking her,
Bodies touch, eyes meet

Sucking, caressing, licking
Yet those fiery lips were the girl's final goal
Pulling her closer and closer to her face
Breasts against breasts
Mouth against Mouth

Fingers slip into her wetness
A gasp, A glisten in her eyes,
Pupils enlarge
Seduction. Sexuality. Silence.
Live. Lust. Love.

Never

I look into her eyes. The sparkle remains.
Yet I see pain.
Pain she did not deserve.

The world. Whole. Her smile made it whole.
I want to protect her. From the evil.
Her words gave constant shock.

Anger arouses within. Never touch her.
Never hurt her. Where was I?
A Cut. Blood. Pain.

Those blue eyes, always smiling back
Nothing will ever remove the light
She is alright.
But never will she endure
Such Pain. Never. As I watch over her.

Reflections of the Unknown

He found another. Hurt. Pain.
She thought he would fight, but she was wrong.
She assumed wrong, she longed for the wrong thing.
He was not good for her, yet she desired him.
She felt alone. She felt sad. She felt scared.
Out the window, no more love, no more attachment.
The Crying. The Laughing. Too unbearable.
May it be good or bad.

She forgets everything.
Lets her body be taken control of.
By others? Yes. By an unknown her? Yes. Scared? Not really.
She allows her body do things she never would allow,
An invasion yet she desires it as well.

As she stares into her computer,
Her eyes stare blankly, unemotional.
Goodbye safety, Hello world.
Hello real world. To the manifestations within her, her desires, bodies entwine.

Two Friends

She gazed up at her as her arm reached out and grabbed her. An instant thoughtless movement that led to the parting of lips and pure bliss. The alcohol had engulfed her and took control of her inner thoughts. She wanted her lips, the desire to know what it felt like to have another woman's lips on her was so great, and when it finally happened the passion that lingered within her burst into flames. A fiery roar of kissing, sucking, tongues entwine. What a fucking experience!